hmmm.. i suddenly thought abt sumthin yesterday..

i have this wierd feeling in me.. its like.. i dunno how to explain.. i know i like him.. but den the feeling is not the same.. how come? sigh

i dunno how to explain.. its like.. last time widout him i feel as if i cannot live any more.. but now.. i know i still.. ya.. but den its like.. i still miss him and such.. but the thing is.. its different.. i guess its after the " me hating the guys " thing that made me feel this way.. prolly i start to close myself up and den like.. feel more defensive... i dunno.. the feeling is very very wierd.. i relly dunno how to explain.. hope sumone can tell me what is goin on wid me.. hmm.. apparently i also feel like.. erm.. for example.. a guy comes to talk to me.. i will suddenly feel very strange for one second.. but after a while its ok.. but that moment i will really feel like i wanna close myself up.. dotx.. haha..

well... apparently royston 3s3 is the only one that noticed and feels that ive changed.. and he is the only one that told me abt it.. hes the only one that noticed im sad.. how come? i dont even talk to him in school.. its only until i told anthea then she realises that im like.. sad now.. she was like.. she said that nowadays i really blow my top easily.. like when nash juz came to my table and bang it when im doin sumthin.. i juz started to scare him by scolding him.. but anthea actually thought that i was really scolding him..omg.. hmmm... i think now only royston is abit sensitive to how i feel... oh wells... noone bother abt me anyways.. haas..

hmm.. [[ Still missing you ]]

Love this phrase.. [[ Love me, Feed me, Never leave me. ]]
haha!!!

tml is chemistry..

omg.. i feel so scared when im alone in my room at night.. its like.. i keep hearing bug like wing fluttering noises.. but i cant see it.. wish sumone would help me chase it away.. haas..

haiz.... [[ Lonely ]]

[[ Going Crazy ]]

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